Everyday we live a lot of moments, the moment follow the moment till the 24 hr of the day end, and start a new 24 hr with new moments. maybe it will be the same moment which is called “Routine”, maybe a moment of laughter, a moment of crying, a moment of meditation, a moment of deep thinking, a moment of hello, a moment of goodbye, a moment of remembering, a moment of truth, a moment of lie, a moment of pain, a moment of cure, a moment of fear, a moment of unconcern…. & more and more of moments in our daily life, but at last it’s just a moment and it will end anyway!

The problem is that we don’t deal with the moment as it’s supposed to do, as in the good moments we live like it’s the happily ever after forgetting everything and feel like we’re flying and left the earth -The Real Life- , and when it comes to its end like anything, we get shocked and can’t deal, because we just forgot that nothing last forever, nothing is called happily ever after, and the following moment maybe not good. Maybe it’s not good, but it doesn’t mean that it’s a result for something wrong we did or we are punished that’s why things doesn’t work as we want, but such bad moment which follow the good one is like a reminder for us to back to Allah, to be more patient, to pray more and more, to resort to Allah, and to feel the following moment well, as it’ll be a good one to learn us to be more grateful and thank Allah more and more..

Between the good moment & the bad one, there’s always something good for us which we don’t see, either a new lesson, or much of Khair (good) for us . Actually, we don’t see these goods, because we just close our eyes that’s why we see everything around dark, in other words, when we have a trial we don’t think in anything except that we have a trial, we don’t even think in what should be done to get out of it , all we do is just wasting a lot of time cry and regret for what happened forgetting everything which the past moments learned us.
We always need someone to remind us that we’ve to wake up, we’ve to get a solution, we’ve to move on more quickly, and that the following moment will be better. You know, we don’t need someone to remind us, if only we were not always in a hurry, if only we were not get bored of patience for a long time, if only we didn’t surrender easily, if only our hearts were not weak, but sadly this is the nature of all the humans all over the world , but there’s no doubt that there’re many people who think well and don’t surrender easily.

About me, I’m a human and I get depressed and disappointed whenever something bad happen to me  and it may takes a very long time more than it supposed to take, but really after it passes away, I think in the matter again, I open my eyes and see that the light is still on, I display the sound of the mind which I muted when I was in bad need to it just because I wanted to, and then tell myself “If Only” , but I always say it when it’s too late!!
I really wish I could act positively when I get a problem, to be real patient, to fill my heart with faith that the following moment must be a good one to heal what’s broken, to be real grateful, to smile in everyone’s face because they don’t know that I’ve a problem, to control my heart and don’t let it fall easily, to be real strong not just pretend to be, to depend only on Allah then myself to find a way for my problem, not to waste time regretting what happened and do all my best to move on quickly.

I wish everyone could do this too, that’s why I write these words as a reminder to self and you. Remember always that nothing lasts forever, forever is just a lie, because everything has an end , and forever means no end , so forever is a lie. sooner or later the moment you live will ends and another one will comes , welcome it well whatever it was , as surely it has something good for you!

May Your Good Moments Will Always Be More Than The Bads 🙂


You Are The Enemy Of Yourself!

Everyone of us could be the enemy of himself by spoiling his heart, and this happen when we care so much for those who don’t care about us as much as we do about them,
when we love anyone more than ourselves,
when we give so much and don’t get back anything,
when we let our hearts get close to anyone,
when we let our happiness or sadness relied on someone’s existence,
when we don’t learn from the lessons that life teach us everyday,
when we listen carefully to the negative words which people always say to disappoint us and let them affect easily on us, and mute the positive sound,
when we close our eyes and don’t see those who love us honestly more than we love them and we don’t even care not for ignorance, but because we just open our eyes for what we want to see and we focus only on that person who even may don’t love us as much as those people do,
when we think that someone will love us more than himself,
when we think that someone will sacrifice for us or even sacrifice to make us happy,
when we let someone be the controller of our hearts,
when we try to satisfy everyone around till we fall down and  this all will be at last with no appreciation from them,
when we keep standing at the same place and everyone around move on and they are busy updating their life , but we just share them their updates and support them forgetting ourselves!!!

Look at yourself and see where you are standing now?
how much time you wasted for blessing those who hurt you?
look at your heart and see how it became dark and full of depression?
see how you let everything beautiful inside you die?
count how many times you cared about yourself and made anything you love to make yourself happy? you just do your best to make them happy and forget yourself too, although they don’t care at least as much as you do!

Be careful from now, and don’t let anyone spoil your heart and your days!
Be the manager of your life and make yourself happy, because no one will do!
Clear your sight and look around you may see something inspire you, and you may see those who honestly love you and you don’t care about them. Try to care about them , because you know how ignorance hurt so much!
Love yourself at first , appreciate yourself, and value your heart,  so no one will be able to shake you!

Actually, I’m not that person who is doing the best always and who is qualified to give advices, but I just got hurt many times, and many people I love disappointed me and broke my heart that’s why I decided to care more about myself, to advice everyone not to love anyone more than himself in order not to get hurt because it’s really painful.
Everyone please, take care of your heart!

“You are the enemy of yourself” were the most effective words I got from my friend, and didn’t think in its meaning till I realized that she’s totally right and I’m really the enemy of myself, because I’m the one who spoil her life, herself, and her heart!
Thank you my friend Hagar- for pointing my attention to care more about myself, and to love myself.
I’m really so grateful for every advice I got from you!

Today My Life Begins!

I’ve been working hard so long
seems like pain has been my only friend
my fragile heart’s been done so wrong
i wondered if I
I’d ever heal again
oh just like all the seasons never stay the same
all around me i can feel a change

I will break these chains that bind me, happiness will find me
leave the past behind me, today my life begins
a whole new world is waiting it’s mine for the taking
I know I can make it, today my life begins ~~

yesterday has come and gone
and I’ve learn how to leave it where it is
and I see that I was wrong
for ever doubting I could win
oh just like all the seasons never stay the same
all around me I can feel a change


I will break these chains that bind me, happiness will find me
leave the past behind me, today my life begins
a whole new world is waiting it’s mine for the taking
I know I can make it, today my life begins ~~


life’s to short to have regrets 
so I’m learning now to leave it in the past and try to forget 
only have one life to live 
so you better make the best of it

I will break these chains that bind me, happiness will find me
leave the past behind me, today my life begins
a whole new world is waiting it’s mine for the taking
I know I can make it, today my life begins ~~


~ Bruno Mars ~